So a month ago I tried to kill myself by overdosing and was nearly successful. Almost. Woke up in the ICU unit on a breathing machine 3 days later,then spent 8 more locked in the psyche ward. I took so many fucking pills. I was bummed when I woke up. There was no light, no out of body experience, no nothing. Just what I thought it would be, just lights out. Anyways, I started using again as soon as I got back home but I am considering going back into the psyche ward to detox, again. So tired of being a junkie.